Tuesday, April 28, 2015

first week of second job

After New Zealand working holiday, I had been work more than ten jobs in my life.
But this is the second job which I really meant it, and I think it won’t be a short time I will be here.
I get my job smoothly after my one year explores, thanks God for His mercy toward me.
My company have two groups other than my groups; one is Myanmar group in front of me. One is Pilipino group beside me.  
Everyday I need to listen to their language, actually I think their language sound not bad, just like I listen to foreign language song. And some minority group like Denmark, European..
Oh Yes, there is fruits which is free to take every Monday. Unlike GE new zealand, the fruits put here in Singapore office need to chose and take it to your place, or else it will finish in one day.
There is a coffee machine which can make me stay awake (so far). I should Thanks God again for this wonderful machine.
Everyday I need to make myself fit into the mrt that full of human being. I imagine I am the molecule of Colgate/Darlie that success to stay until the last batch, and now I get squeeze squeeze.. Sometime I don’t need to hold the handle and no need to worry that I will fall down, there is no space for you to fall down at all. Everyone fitly lean against each other.
My job, ya, its kusom that my ex bf’s company is my customer, that make me feel awkward why I will get into this career path. We are the pity vendor. But I really enjoy my job. I can learn the project from 0 to 1. From design the network to configure and fix it in. I hope I won’t screw my company.
Finally I work something that I study before. It is all become so true now.
Disaster haven come to me (yet), so I still can make my Six o’clock policies running well (touch wood ). And sometime I just couldn’t “Tahan” to fall asleep in the Bus. I hope my cheeky friend Sheryl don’t have spy to take down my fall asleep’s photo, in fact she already have bundle of it.
Eight hour sitting in front of computer is mentally torture, eye persecute, health killing. I will buy a cactus next week, to absorb some radiation of computer and in remembrance of you AND can protecting me, perhaps it can be most useful when I fall asleep.


p/s kusom sis, finally I regenerate my blog for you. My English still the same after New Zealand. Good on me!

Monday, April 27, 2015

曾经

我来到你曾经工作的城市,我们曾经说过要一起生活的地方。
每天独自挤mrtjurong east上班,偏偏Keppel还是我们的customer,虽然我很不愿意,我的第一个project却还是被排到做keppel
我自己一人去教会的时候,突然走在路上发现眼角有泪。
今天看到你的pre wedding照片,很为你高兴。
我记得你曾经告诉我你想要拍这样的结婚照,你做到了。你就是想要快快结婚,你做到了。我为你开心,因为我知道这一切我都无法给到你。
有个朋友说,我为你开心因为我还爱你。不是的,我已经放下了。
有个朋友说,我没有不开心因为我根本不爱你。不是的,我曾经爱过你。
我只是单纯的为你开心,很想再次祝福你,但是,我没有说,说出来,一切就会变得那么虚假。
谢谢曾经疼爱过我的你。



Monday, March 10, 2014

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这个landy真是灰常乐于助人~推荐大家可以去她的网爬一爬。有问题可以问她,她资源丰富呢~

Monday, January 13, 2014

2014- skyhawk natural run

2014年的第一个race – Skyhawk Natural Run, 21km12Jan14, 630am 准时flag off
至少一年没有跑超过10km,更别说超过5kmrace,这个21km天文数字那么大。http://eemoticons.net
这是一个开始。
要战胜自尊心,重新开始,不容易。
比赛之前,人家还要一直讲,跑完等我请吃最惨的是,连男朋友也是不能了解,跟他说了又说,他还是当我说的话只是假谦虚的话。~http://eemoticons.net
420am起身。想念爸爸。他有在,我可以换了衣服在车里吃早餐。
路痴的彷徨谁能知,路上又想念爸爸载我的时光根据裕海给的路线(还特地写在手掌方便看)突然,Hospital pantai出现在我眼前,我。走。错。路。了。表弟应该还在睡,感谢主,何浩彦救了我,经过他的热线电话指导,准时530am到达。http://eemoticons.net
很想躲起来,因为见一个熟人就被介绍一次(这个等下一定赢)。感觉到解释最痛苦了。
整个开跑过程,我都享受期间。跟以往一样,我还是一身轻,没有带手表,零压力的跑。跑了一下大路就进kampung路了。四个water station我都停下喝水了。
没有以往的focus,一路有说有笑(不是野餐的那种),到处打招呼酱,啊,步步都是感恩呀。10km了,15km了,啊17km了,主啊,感谢你,我竟然还有力也。主的恩典够我用。
这是时候了。才4km了,看来,是能跑完的了。
在这4km至少都potong 4个女的,(嘻嘻,原来finishing speed up 是蛮爽的)。http://eemoticons.net

跑完,想蹲下,才发现,啊,啊,痛哈哈,好久没有的感觉。http://eemoticons.net
好多东西吃,有我爱吃的belangan蕉,nestle ice cream, Tan kim hock马六甲特产,Mamee chef现场煮的面奖励前50名,我还有水瓶拿, Sebamedtravel pack沐浴露和洗发。真是又食又拧。
完美结束。

2014年第一个blog。虽然刘宜璋说,那些写blog的人真是太得空了。
我只能说,我爱文字(最强的武器),我爱记录(我没记忆力)。呵呵。



Tuesday, January 22, 2013

浸泡在我生命的每一刻


我们时常在讲,我们早上讲,我们晚上讲,我们在家讲,我们在车讲,我们在教堂讲,我们在人家的家里讲,我们吃好吃的食物时讲,我们坐巴士时讲,我们听歌看戏时讲,我们打扫房屋时讲,我们过节时讲……
我时常在想,我早上想,我晚上想,我在家想,我在车想,我在教堂想,我在人家的家里想,我吃香蕉,吃榴莲,吃栗子,甘蔗水时想,我跟妈妈一起坐巴士时想,我们听歌老歌时想,我看到妈妈辛苦打扫房屋时想,我们圣诞节时想,我跑步运动时想……

如果你在……
你一定很爱吃这个…

你不管多么辛苦都从巴士站接我们,你从来都不让我们自己回…

你爱听的歌,你一定会带妈妈去戏院看的戏

你每次收到灵命日粮就会用不准的华语说“我的今jin1ri3面包到了”

我们星期日崇拜一定不能迟到

以前我们都不用扫地,碗都有你洗,去哪里都有你载,什么手续都有你办……

到底sukma时,你是怎么样的爱,你是怎么样每天载我下去马六甲,等我超过两个小时……
比赛时,凌晨载我下去比赛……

大学每天是怎样跟你sms报告,听你说笑,听你埋怨然后感恩……

你像颜色的水滴在我生活的泉源里,怎么过滤都分不开……

我们大笑的说着你爱的东西,我们甜蜜的回忆你时,却有那么一股苦涩在心里,不能让对方看见了……

世界上,有谁比你更疼爱我,有谁比你更爱妈妈……我们都同时失去了最爱我们的你……

天父啊,你来安慰我吗?还是你也与我一同哭泣吗……

跑道没了你的声影,还有回忆,还有盼望让我撑下去。……这不是疑问句,这是我向你的承诺。我会努力跑下去,不管多远多难

 
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