Tuesday, April 28, 2015

first week of second job

After New Zealand working holiday, I had been work more than ten jobs in my life.
But this is the second job which I really meant it, and I think it won’t be a short time I will be here.
I get my job smoothly after my one year explores, thanks God for His mercy toward me.
My company have two groups other than my groups; one is Myanmar group in front of me. One is Pilipino group beside me.  
Everyday I need to listen to their language, actually I think their language sound not bad, just like I listen to foreign language song. And some minority group like Denmark, European..
Oh Yes, there is fruits which is free to take every Monday. Unlike GE new zealand, the fruits put here in Singapore office need to chose and take it to your place, or else it will finish in one day.
There is a coffee machine which can make me stay awake (so far). I should Thanks God again for this wonderful machine.
Everyday I need to make myself fit into the mrt that full of human being. I imagine I am the molecule of Colgate/Darlie that success to stay until the last batch, and now I get squeeze squeeze.. Sometime I don’t need to hold the handle and no need to worry that I will fall down, there is no space for you to fall down at all. Everyone fitly lean against each other.
My job, ya, its kusom that my ex bf’s company is my customer, that make me feel awkward why I will get into this career path. We are the pity vendor. But I really enjoy my job. I can learn the project from 0 to 1. From design the network to configure and fix it in. I hope I won’t screw my company.
Finally I work something that I study before. It is all become so true now.
Disaster haven come to me (yet), so I still can make my Six o’clock policies running well (touch wood ). And sometime I just couldn’t “Tahan” to fall asleep in the Bus. I hope my cheeky friend Sheryl don’t have spy to take down my fall asleep’s photo, in fact she already have bundle of it.
Eight hour sitting in front of computer is mentally torture, eye persecute, health killing. I will buy a cactus next week, to absorb some radiation of computer and in remembrance of you AND can protecting me, perhaps it can be most useful when I fall asleep.


p/s kusom sis, finally I regenerate my blog for you. My English still the same after New Zealand. Good on me!

Monday, April 27, 2015

曾经

我来到你曾经工作的城市,我们曾经说过要一起生活的地方。
每天独自挤mrtjurong east上班,偏偏Keppel还是我们的customer,虽然我很不愿意,我的第一个project却还是被排到做keppel
我自己一人去教会的时候,突然走在路上发现眼角有泪。
今天看到你的pre wedding照片,很为你高兴。
我记得你曾经告诉我你想要拍这样的结婚照,你做到了。你就是想要快快结婚,你做到了。我为你开心,因为我知道这一切我都无法给到你。
有个朋友说,我为你开心因为我还爱你。不是的,我已经放下了。
有个朋友说,我没有不开心因为我根本不爱你。不是的,我曾经爱过你。
我只是单纯的为你开心,很想再次祝福你,但是,我没有说,说出来,一切就会变得那么虚假。
谢谢曾经疼爱过我的你。



 
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